...haha, on a day that is very gay.
I've been putting this off for quite some time. I don't expect to get any comments on this knowing that most people either assumed my death or got annoyed that I wasn't keeping up to date. I'm sorry about that, but stuff gets in the way. I'm really sad that I haven't been able to be active on here...at all, and I hope that I can change that. That might mean deleting this account and starting anew, it might mean simply trying to catch up on this account, or just reorganizing everything on here as if I were starting over. Having all this stuff build up really stresses me out though, so continuing with this account will be a low probability, but I'll let you know if I do intend to do that. I hope I can continue to pursue art. It used to be my favorite thing, but now it's difficult to even doodle. I don't know war happened, hopefully just a really long art block. Inspiration has been hard to come by as well, which I think used to be the root of all my drawings, shitty or not. Being interested in anything this past year just hadn't happened.
I hope within the next week or so I can figure out what I want to do with all this, my account and all. I really love this site and I want to become a part of it again, get back into the flow of things, but thats easier said than done. I'm writing this out, because I've been wanting to do this for several months now, more than several. It's more of me trying to straighten things out for myself, because I know and I'm perfectly fine with knowing that people don't care much for this. That's okay, I probably wouldn't either. I'm just really frustrated that I'm getting no where in anything, and that I'm not happy with anything I've been doing this entire year. School has just sucked a lot out of me, and I'm kind of scared that the next 4 years are just going to get worse and I'm never going to draw again and I'll be doing something I've never even wanted to do with my life.
Alright anyway. I think I did a pretty good job of staying somewhat on topic.
Gonna leave it at that. Sorry about this.
BUT HEY WHOEVER READS THIS THAT'S STILL ACTIVE ON HERE AND MAKING ART I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU WILL DO GREAT THINGS AND YOU ARE GREAT PEOPLE DON'T EVER STOP BEING AWESOME.