Request- Forbidden Fruit.

i am deeply sorry for this is nothing like how i intended it to turn out and i rather dislike what i did and most things about this picture, the style, the wild colors, all of it just....its just all mashed together and i don't like it. i definitely feel like i could have done better but idk what i could have done. maybe its just one of those pieces you know?
Feel like i just stepped back a year or two and drew it then
sigh
but anyway
for i will explain though this could sound terribly stupid.
She know's she's growing up, and there's nothing she can do about it and she wishes to stay a kid forever.
quite simple but I'm afraid it doesn't go. sigh i tried?
ugh the more i look at this the more i absolutely hate this why